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24. Okt. 2011
Tadaaaaaaa...


Dear aiu,

This is your Placement. As CSO On Bengkulu Branch.

With Love,
HC Group


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Bengkulu.
first question. Where is it ?
suddenly I forget Sumatra Maps. Bengkulu ? I wish I get Placement in Duri Riau.. :(


No Matter.
Lets Fight The World!
Allah Know You Can !!
#backsound We Fight Together - naoymt


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25. Okt. 2011
Leaving Jekardah. Leaving Kemang
Leaving Kemang Selatan No 50D


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welcome to bencoolen..
Fatmawati Airport, This airport is scary, many airplane hard to landed, or just landed, but the passenger can't go out. Thank you.

:|

_____________________________________________________________________________  bengkulu !
City with raflesia :)
at first. hmm :| datar..
sedih, takut, deg deg an..
tapi tetap berusaha semangat..
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Patung Kuda simpang 5..
dibengkulu banyak sekali bundaran, yg harus dikitari kalo mau belok di persimpangan..
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Pantai panjang!!!!!!!!
I feel in Love at the First Sight With this Beach..

n got some spirits..
at least, I have beach here..
near..
Only 5 minutes by car/ motorcycle from my boardinghouse..

this beautiful beach :)
Light Blue, with Bright white Sand..
Bright Green Trees..
and there is Wither Trees...
I LOVE Wither Trees.. for tacking Picture,,
I Love it :)


MasyaAllah..
Maha Besar Allah :)

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Pantai..
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I Love Beach..:)
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This is my boarding house..
Al Karim no 63. Padang Jati..
Cute right ? Absolutely,Also fall in love at the first sigh..
the reason ?
the cute yellow curtain  ;)
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 Learning Learning ..
no days without learn :)

Theory,
emotional..
maturity..

thanks to my lovely office-mate :)

my first experience as an employee..
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Yup, Me
my strength :
1. Communication
2. Empathy
got it from psychology test, by LCG when I was learn Treasury on my training.
:|
I like it, I want to be CSO too :)
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with a Huge Task,, a little knowledge.. and a BIG Target,, and a GIANT demand..
I learn many.. i learn much..

with Tears, laugh.. save my anger.. keep smile to others :)

i try to control my ego. my BIG ego.. my ME!

but sometimes, there is word , 'tired' 'give up' 'don't care' 'WTF'..

and I would say thanks to my Allah, my Mom, dad, My febri,, My Girls.. they help me Alot..

Listen to my stories which never ending..
may be they tired, they got bored.. but i keep tell.. to make my self stay calm..

and someday  i ever feel like crazy.. but allah always give me way to relax..
to pause form this cruel world..

i try many thing.. i eat many kind of food.. read books.. walking.. alone.. or with others :) singing.. :)

but still, there is no Him.. no Febri..
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my Task ?
1. PIC ATM
2. PIC service
3. PIC priority b'day..
4. not PIC, but Must ! Marketing -_-, which is All I do.
I'm not complaining, but please.. teach me.. n appreciate, even a little what i have done..

There is some 'narrow-minded' person,,
that i didn't ever know what wrong with me.. keep jealous (may be ?) i just know, that there is some thing wrong with them. some time makes me demotivated. But when I remember my family, my friends, my Life.. I should stay strong!  

I learn something, I Should More Humble. I'm Nothing if I'm not.. then i keep patience.. learn.. a little.. day by day..

so in 8 month I have a lots of knowledge, a lot of skill, n a strong person. :)

I see what is Good. and what is bad.

Thanks to People who teach me A Lot..

mrs Andriyanti, Meglory.. teach me much thing about branch.. about service.. about how to do.. n always there when I'm done, more than just office-mate, feelin like my sister.. my aunty.. who keep guard me..

others to..

others customer service, teller,,,

and security.. I like the way how them work, tired standing a hole day, still bring up my ATM Box, but never complaining.. I learn how to stay  strong from that.. to stay not complain.. to stay. Ikhlas..
Thanks.. pak Marsono.. pak Pamungkas.. pak Faisal.. pak Makhpus.. Narko a.ka Cinta :)

driver.. OB.. You all are older than me.. so that is Yours.. no matter who i an, i still should keep respect.

thanks to all..
thanks teach me a lot..

and my friend.. hmm..
i will post all of you in the next post..
Ayin.. Elin.. Bu ucy.. Mbak Nova.. Hobert.. Antonn.. Nia.. and others.. :)
I miss You all
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pict above.  That is one of my baby boys, :3 S1ad1135..
yes,, I'm PIC ATM, givin them eat,, treat them,, give them medicine when they not feelin well such as, new papper,, or by a little touching and beating  :3
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this is one of my creative project. wkwk
i upgrade all ATm there.. the limit,, and one of them, i upgrade the denomination..
but, the sticker is out off stock.. so i create it by my self :)
is it cool ? B)
:p

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Here Them..
my office mate in bencoolen..

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 my OB,, :D
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 Pict above
All of them ;')
All my teacher..
teach me how to be a good CSo
a skilled CSO
Thanks :)
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 my yellow Stuff, i bringin them  here,, got it from my mate..

thanks

i Love Yellow !!! :D
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 my first autograph :) when i was stock opname to other branc.. @curup. 2 hours from bengkulu :&

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That is my crowded branch -_- but the service is good :)

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 my first desk :3
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my desk after renovation :3
i just have a untidy picture :3 while i was make it tidy :p
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#NoComment
^.^v
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and the day come..in the end of May..
i left bencoolen,,
into new place..

:)


I got more fat rite ? :p
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Next Post : How to spend life in bencoolen, n my Friends.. my mate there :)

-I don't Have Time To Hate People Who Hate Me.. Bcz I'm Too Busy In Loving People Who LOVE Me :)-
from an image that I've got from uya, my classmate. 

I like it words. Simple, but Yes, that Me, I choose to do not care to others that Hates me for some reason.

Yea, Here Me now, Welcome to the real world. The cruel World. Just Like a cake, a slice of Love, a slice of Hate, a Slice of Sad, a slice Of happy. and You should try, ti know how does it taste.

a Senior told me :

me ?
yes i am,
i feel lonely
i feel tired,,
i make some friend before.
many.
but YOu! take the anger.
angry
makes me feel unhappy.
when i try to laugh with others..
all my friends..
you angry.
so how i can happy ?
and now, i choose to be a good girl.
stay home.
make a friend with laptop. TV. games..
and You ?
Busy with your world.
sometime i just cry alone. cry inside my blanket.
n give a happy voice,, for all..
I"m tired with this life..
when I will be happy..
feelin the happy...
just put my self the 2nd..
and others 1st.
but others ? and you ? I'm not the 1st.
you throw all ur freeday for your friend. for me ? Not! Nothing...
dont u know that its hurt ?
but I spend all my boring and tired days. For u. being your good girl.
stay at home, nofriend with others, no play in the night (the only time that i have)
but yes, I keep smiling, laugh for you..
Its hurt.
I"m sad. deeply.. I just can keep, share with my Choi (laptop) or cryin while huggin my pillow under the blanked..

I have  make a firewall.. so that no one will ask me, to go, to play around, walkin around.
its all becase of you.
But, whe u tell..
thats its better if i play around with all my friend,
you know ?
YOU LATE!
the time can't comeback.
i can't take back my word to others.
YOU LATE!
right now I'm tired. I'm tired to keep cry. cry. cry.
Alone.. alone..
goin anywhere alone...
goin anywhere by myself. 
for now, I just have one request.. please.. give me your time..
to meet me..
I put you on my 1st. I wanna be your 1st too..
not your friend.. not your Holiday.. or others except your family.
I'd rather choose lastin time with you rather than goin any wonderfull place..
at least, you make plan for taht.. say to me.. n show me taht you miss me. want to meet me. I'm your priority...
I just love you that much.
or may be because i never mention you that I'm unhappy. I'am Unwell..
I miss you Much.
may be God have another plan for me..

make up :

feelThatI'mNotALittleGirlAnymore..
n i should use those things every day,
its bored,
somtimei think i can be like before, goin everywhere with NO make up, No powder, lipstick, mascara..
but its me, I am,
i should make a good relationtship with this :s

 i miss me,
I am,
my pictures longtime no see me..
 But, Allah know, that i can do it all,
I can
Yes Iam

 look at me
me,,
yes me,
I'am
yup. Its me now, a little bit tired, with black area outside my eyes.. :)

dalam kesepian
dan jenuh akan dunia..
kucoba mencari jalan menuju bukit diman ku dapat melihat pantai.. melihat laut.. membuat ku tenang..
ku coba menerangki rasaku.. agar semuanya jelas terlihat..
agar tak ada yang salah mengartikan.. taka ada yang menyalahiku..
aku hanya merasa sepi..
sendirian dalam jenuh.. sendirian dalam suntuk.
memang berat..
bahakan ku jelaskan kepada semua,tak ada yang mengerti,, tapi ku selalu di tuntut untuk mengerti..
yang bisa kulakukan sekarang.. hanya terus berjalan.. tapi ku kan selalu pulang.. karna ku takkan tinggal disana.. walau pantai terlalu mebuatku bahagia..
perbedaan..
"getaran dirimu hangat terasa... 
kau bawa secercah.. sinar abadi...
dan ku terbuai dalam langkah mu.. dalam janjimu.. kan tetapi kini.. kau semakin menjauh..."

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