Allah..
Hamba lelah..
Lelah menangis.
Lelah dg senyum palsu..
Dengan pura2 bahagia..
Berilah hamba kebahagiaan.,
Amba lelah dengan semua ya Allah..
Wedding
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Wedding?
Butuh min 70 jt!
Untuk?
-baju, 1, kebaya nikah. Resepsi.. dan acara lainnya...
-cetak undangan...
-sewa trnda
-sewa pelaminan
-sewa tukang foto
-makan
-sewa band
-tiket keluarga dr jakarta
-sovenir
-baju seragam
-beli kelambu
-make up penganten
Belum lg honeymoon!
#bunuh aja adek bang -_-
Between aug and sept..
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Dear you..
I see no stars and no moon on that night..
But,
I see you..
Felling warm beside you...
I know, we dont do anything.. we just stay without say something important.. just say anything meaningless..
But, do you know ?
How happy i am..
I was so in love.. i wanna be with u till the end of my life ....
I was erase all my selfish side.. all my sadness..
I just want to live happy..
Life happy with you..
I know. The answer is still ' patience'..
So that.. i will..
I will patience.. i will wait.. because i always knoe..
Allah have prepare a wonderful plan for us..
My bi..
Even the borderless sea infront of our eyes .. all i want to see.. is you :)
Dear Allah.. please give me more strength for more patience.. and give us way on your way.. :)
Who am i?
/
Is it so easy gor you to say that kind of words?
Did u ever feel what i feel when that word come from your mouth?
What kind of woman i on your mind?
What?
I just love you much,,,
So that i hold all my anger,, alk my sadness..
I hide all from you.
But why,
You still never be the one who love me much..
Why
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Whats wrong with me? Why everyone who i love dont want to spend they days with me? Why? :(
Friends
Even you,,
wondering.
/
the reason why i can stand this far are..
trust..
believe..
avoid all negative thinking..
tired ? bored ?
may be i ever feel some time, but that feel comes whenever i wondering that u are not loving me anymore.. not because my love is disappear..
yes. I am that girl..
I never try to fight. to win a fight. to win a war with you...
i choose to love you..
and be a looser than to let you go..
i never want a fight :)
i just can wait.. til the day u propose me bein ur wife..
(what about wait u say that u are not loving me anymore ? )
i never want that :(
ever :(
even its exist. please say it soon..
its more better soon, rather than i grow old with my nonsense dream.
hmm..
a 'think' like this that i should avoid..
so that we can stay this longer..
more days will come...
i wish you never erase me on your heart..
and you'll never let ay other girl name stay on your mind. even just a second.
counting down, 3 days to go to our 5th aniversarry of dating :*
I love you :)
a heart of a oldest child :)
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hey you!
kamu anak keberapa ?
pertama ?
kedua?
bungsu ?
:)
perkenalkan saya anak pertama dari 3 bersaudara dari orang tua yang sama-sama ank pertama...
anak pertama dikeluarga..
dikenal dengan keras..
tukang atur
tukang suruh
egois
pemarah,,
menakutkan..
oleh adik2nya
:)
tahukah bahwa anak pertama adalah orang tua berikutnya setalah ayah dan ibu ?
anak pertama selalu berusaha melindungi adik2 mereka..
memikirkan adik2 mereka.. bahkan terkadang mengorbankan apa yg dia punya...
tahukah ?
kalau nak pertama sedang marah, atau nyuruh2 adik2nya..
itu hanya muka pura2 bahagia atau pura2 berkuasa.. atau pura2 kuat..
dibalik sis hatinya yg juga ingin dilindungi ..
dia tdk punya kaka yg akan melindungi dia.. tdk punya kakak untuk tempat menanngis.. hanya punya adik2 yg menuntut dia untuk selalu kuat.. karana dia tdk mau adik2nya melihat seorang kakak cengeng,,, seorang kakak lemah,,, krn kakak adalah contoh pewrtama bagi adik2nya..
bahkan didepan orang tua sekalipun..
si anak akan selalu kelihatan bahagia.. wlw dihatinya ada rasa ingin menangis.. rasa takut.. rasa tak mampu...
tapi dia tau.. adik2nya akan lebih membutuhkan perhatian.. lebih membutuhkan contoh orang yg kuat..
dan dia tdk akan pernah mau menjadi beban bagi orgtuanya..
dia akan sellau memarahi adik2nya yg cengeng,,
krn dia tau bahwa orangtuanya akan susah memikirkan itu semua..
taukah ?
anak pertama akan sering menagis tertahan,,,
saking seringnya.. bahakan saat sudah dwasa air mata itu sulit keluar.. karna sudah di set ! hey anak pertama tdk boleh cengeng! anak pertama harus mengalah untuk adik2nya.. anak pertama tdk boleh membani org tuany..
oh, how i wanna cry..
i need a care too.. but i choose to make my mom n dad to do not worry about me..
T^T
Yea.. thats me :)
#nowPlaying I Choose To Love You - sistar
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Let It flow..
its almost 5 years we're togeteher :)
i dont know,
do u get bored ?
do u tired ?
but, i know we always fight together :)
i love you much..
I'm not get bored.. I'm just afraid u get bored of me..
I'm not tired.. I'm just afraid U get Tired of me..
time can change me.. become a (must) strong person..
even my tear keep teary inside,,
even i (must) keep my tear inside..
i just wanna be with you..
dont know what my life for..
what my life goals..
If u keep away..
Once I have free time,, wish its can be for quality time with you..
Once I have words,, wish its just about u..
I feel afraid, to loosing you..
when feel u more away from me..
about marry ?
of course.
I want it :) but, I understand.. me, and you. different situation..
I just can wait till d day come..
wait and just wait..
day by day.. with me heart keep beating with you.
on Our 5'th anniversary of date..
please.. never get bored of me..
never get tired with me..
just please.. love me more :)
_______________________________________________
I choose To Love you - Hyorin sistar
If you still haven’t known how I felt
I will love you more than anyone in this world
I will love you more than anyone in this world
I will love you until always, I will love you
Like this moment right now, more than anyone in this world
I will love you
Like this moment right now, more than anyone in this world
I will love you
I can arouse your curiosity by saying difficult words
I can spend this night with that common game
I can spend this night with that common game
But I want you to know my heart now
I will love you more than anyone in this world
I will love you more than anyone in this world
I will love you until always, I will love you
Like this moment right now, more than anyone in this world
I will love you
Like this moment right now, more than anyone in this world
I will love you
I will love you
:)
I love you much
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Sorry, for always asking that question.
I love you much..
I am just afraid to loose you.
My precious boy.
I love you much.
So i live like this,,, life like this..
Every single days I just can dream, how does it feel whe wakes up, i see u on my side.
How does it feel, lasting time with you.
Grow old with you.
How does it feel
Bein your roommate
Cooking for you..
Sometimes i was afraid, so i usualy got joke, if u not with me, if there are somebody else for you..
Its just because, u told me, never put my wish on u.
I just cover all my dream with that..
I wish u know..
There is nothin than u..
I just love you,
Just want u,
I just pretend to be happy every single day here.
Last moment of my happiness is on sept 2012. When i am with you.. lookin u in reality.. not just hear your voice...
I love you.
May i can tell to my self that yes. There is nothin but me on u ?
I love u bi,,
Wish soon i can erase this distance, and i'll jump the time, so i can wakes up with our wedding ring on my finger.
I'll be patience for that.
I promise.
I love you bi.
Always <3
cry
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i want to cry.. i wanna cry.. i have cry yesterday.. when the light off...
i am tired o cry..
i have no place to go..
i am tired..
boring...
i hate youu
i hateeeeee
i am a girlma woman
althought i act as wonder woman..
can stand alonee..
i still a girl.. need care from you...
now.
i dont care.
if u are not change..
i am theone who will change..
in the end.
dont be sorry.
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