moodaiudesign

the reason why i can stand this far are..
trust..
believe..
avoid all negative thinking..

tired ? bored ?
may be i ever feel some time, but that feel comes whenever i wondering that u are not loving me anymore.. not because my love is disappear..

yes. I am that girl..
I never try to fight. to win a fight. to win a war with you...
i choose to love you..
and be a looser than to let you go..

i never want a fight :)

i just can wait.. til the day u propose me bein ur wife..

(what about wait u say that u are not loving me anymore ? )
i never want that :(
ever :(

even its exist. please say it soon..
its more better soon, rather than i grow old with my nonsense dream.

hmm..
a 'think' like this that i should avoid..
so that we can stay this longer..
more days will come...

i wish you never erase me on your heart..
and you'll never let ay other girl name stay on your mind. even just a second.


counting down, 3 days to go to our 5th aniversarry of dating :*

 I love you :)

hey you!
kamu anak keberapa ?
pertama ?
kedua?
bungsu ?

:)

perkenalkan saya anak pertama dari 3 bersaudara dari orang tua yang sama-sama ank pertama...

anak pertama dikeluarga..
dikenal dengan keras..
tukang atur
tukang suruh
egois
pemarah,,
menakutkan..
oleh adik2nya

:)

tahukah bahwa anak pertama adalah orang tua berikutnya setalah ayah dan ibu ?
anak pertama selalu berusaha melindungi adik2 mereka..
memikirkan adik2 mereka.. bahkan terkadang mengorbankan apa yg dia punya...

tahukah ?
kalau nak pertama sedang marah, atau nyuruh2 adik2nya..
itu hanya muka pura2 bahagia atau pura2 berkuasa.. atau pura2 kuat..
dibalik sis hatinya yg juga ingin dilindungi ..
dia tdk punya kaka yg akan melindungi dia.. tdk punya kakak untuk tempat menanngis.. hanya punya adik2 yg menuntut dia untuk selalu kuat.. karana dia tdk mau adik2nya melihat seorang kakak cengeng,,, seorang kakak lemah,,, krn kakak adalah contoh pewrtama bagi adik2nya..

bahkan didepan orang tua sekalipun..
si anak akan selalu kelihatan bahagia.. wlw dihatinya ada rasa ingin menangis.. rasa takut.. rasa tak mampu...
tapi dia tau.. adik2nya akan lebih membutuhkan perhatian.. lebih membutuhkan contoh orang yg kuat..
dan dia tdk akan pernah mau menjadi beban bagi orgtuanya..
dia akan sellau memarahi adik2nya yg cengeng,,
krn dia tau bahwa orangtuanya akan susah  memikirkan itu semua..

taukah ?
anak pertama akan sering menagis tertahan,,,
saking seringnya.. bahakan saat sudah dwasa air mata itu sulit keluar.. karna sudah di set ! hey anak pertama tdk boleh cengeng! anak pertama harus mengalah untuk adik2nya.. anak pertama tdk boleh membani org tuany..

oh, how i wanna cry..
i need a care too.. but i choose to make my mom n dad to do not worry about me..

T^T

Yea.. thats me :)

Let It flow..

its almost 5 years we're togeteher :)

i dont know,
do u get bored ?
do u tired ? 

but, i know we always fight together :)

i love you much..

I'm not get bored.. I'm just afraid u get bored of me..
I'm not tired.. I'm just afraid U get Tired of me..

time can change me.. become a (must) strong person..
even my tear keep teary inside,,
even i (must) keep my tear inside..

i just wanna be with you..

dont know what my life for..
what my life goals..
If u keep away..

Once I have free time,, wish  its can be for quality time with you..
Once I have words,, wish its just about u..

I feel afraid, to loosing you..
when feel u more away from me..

about marry ?
of course.
I want it :) but, I understand.. me, and you. different situation..
I just can wait till d day come..
wait and just wait..
day by day.. with me heart keep beating with you.

on Our 5'th anniversary of date..
please.. never get bored of me..
never get tired with me..
just please.. love me more :)


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I choose To Love you - Hyorin sistar