moodaiudesign

i'm not interestin in holiday..
why?
because i am a lonely creature on holiday..

my friends are busycwith them world.. boys.. family.. or anything else except me.. i understand it.. of course.. i love all of them :)

my boys are busy with his job or friends... prefer choose holiday with friends rather thn me... because were not gettin maried yet. i should understand this cause..

family? i am not rich family.. we never have holiday together..

then ?
thats why i ver like holiday...

but. when I was bein a banker.. i need holiday.. works are exhaustin.. ke me tired.. less sleep..

so? now, what i do for hoiday ?
if i have plan. i will do... if not, its time to sleep :)

I am sad actually.. but, I should keep smile. stay strong :)

someday.. i will have a 'him' who wil makes me never feel lonely when holidays come..

comin soon baby.. I am Waitin.. my future husband..

ps: i wish he is you.. my febri ferdian :')