moodaiudesign

bored ?
alone ?
thats are part of my days now...
lucky, i have autish side..
i can do anything when i am alone...

hmmm.. i think, marry its solution or this...

but i should a little more patience for that day to come :)

i'm not interestin in holiday..
why?
because i am a lonely creature on holiday..

my friends are busycwith them world.. boys.. family.. or anything else except me.. i understand it.. of course.. i love all of them :)

my boys are busy with his job or friends... prefer choose holiday with friends rather thn me... because were not gettin maried yet. i should understand this cause..

family? i am not rich family.. we never have holiday together..

then ?
thats why i ver like holiday...

but. when I was bein a banker.. i need holiday.. works are exhaustin.. ke me tired.. less sleep..

so? now, what i do for hoiday ?
if i have plan. i will do... if not, its time to sleep :)

I am sad actually.. but, I should keep smile. stay strong :)

someday.. i will have a 'him' who wil makes me never feel lonely when holidays come..

comin soon baby.. I am Waitin.. my future husband..

ps: i wish he is you.. my febri ferdian :')

your a song.. written by the hand of God...

my febri..
tired of distance...
but my love is big than tired...

why you make me like this ? (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡

i love you sooo

we always learn day by day, to understand each other....
wish we'll find a way.. to erase this distance :)

love you always (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡

one day in the past...
i ever talk to Allah

Allah, Im tired tocalways think about money.. my happinees...
one day in the future...
i want to life happily...
bein rich...

but, i know
life is impossible without problem....
That's  why
If I allow to choose...
How about wondering others?

Now...
I know
Allah is listen to me

I have money, although not much,  but enough
I have move on on love.. Family..

But, dunno why, I always wondering others
More than myself...
Sometimes I forget mines..
I sacrifice mine
But,
I always happy...  when it works..
Others achieve them goals..
Others feeling happy..

Thank Allah..  you proved my pray...
Love you :-)

PS:
Dont forget to pray.  Because Allah always listen..  no matters how weird your prays